pointless at first

It is kind of silly to me to be starting one of these right now since I am staying at home with the kids, and check myspace a couple times daily, plus email all of my family/friends regularly so who am I really keeping up with on here? No one maybe. I used to have live journal and write all the time on there. I've always sort of been a writer. It used to help me get a lot of emotion out. These days my husband has helped me see that simple communication can do that. Although when I was writing on LJ I was in my teens..I'm still young but a lot wiser with 2 kids and a husband.
So I have been a stay at home mom for almost 5 years [since pregnant with my first-Ky] and I have loved it. I've actually feared going to work because I was so young at my last job -18 I thought who would seriously hire me now? Luck fell in my lap. My aunt just retired from her job at the hospital but has to get another because she needs health insurance...long story short she is going to be in charge of all the hiring at a new psychiatric hospital being built and she will hire me as a receptionist...at this point I am ready. I am so ready. I have loved the experience of staying at home and truly knowing everything about my kids and their personalities but now its my turn to know me a little bit more....as an adult.
When both the kids are in school, I'd eventually like to go to school myself and become a 3rd grade teacher. Having the same vacations as them and good benefits are major factors in my choice but also, how can you give up the opportunity to change a child's life?!
Daycare is so expensive I cannot believe it! Maybe its just me but all the ones I'm looking at and actually loving are about 1200-1500 a month! I really love Primorose its a private school I'd love to put Kyler in but at this point we'll just have to see how it goes...quit living like a millionaire when you're a hundredaire. lol.
Our credit is so shot and we'd love to buy a home. I'm hoping within 6 months I can have it all paid off and a little saved. It's almost embarrassing.
Well its time to clean up mess 100 of the day and figure out dinner...Kyler has a leash hooked on Bella's shirt and they are playing "dog."